| 5.5.15 |
- 34w5d -
As i sit here surrounded by your itty bitty things, It's hard to fathom that in almost no time at all you will be here. Your movements and shifts will no longer be inside my being but rather out in the world no longer just for me to feel and enjoy. You'll be here occupying all of these little outfits and teeny tiny diapers, i'll get to use my pretty nursing cover & you can use your super adorable boppy pillow. It's all so exciting but even so.. i am also beginning to grieve our time together....
Never again will it just be you and me in our own combined existence, I will no longer be your entire universe, your sun, moon, & stars. I'll have to share you, with everyone, some i am excited about, like your daddy, Nana, Grandma & Grandpa, Gigi & Grandpa Larry, and of course your Uncles & Auntie Jess.. They are all so thrilled to meet you, and i can't wait to see you loved so dearly by them.
But for now, our last weeks together i am savoring everything. All the bladder dancing, rib kicks and odd shapes you put my belly into, your right side squishy cuddles & over all your just general closeness. i love you so much sweet boy. & aside from your amazing daddy you are my whole world. No matter what will happen in this life i can be certain of one thing i will never forget the feeling of your wiggles from within...
Love, Mama