| 6.4.15 |
How far along? - 39 weeks ... didn't think we'd get this far lol
Dude, you are the size of a WATERMELON...
which is fitting due to your daddy calling me
Melon belly :)
Sleep? - Well, it's weird. I'm either wide awake or CAN'T keep my eyes open
i think i napped like 6 times the other day, I know i need the sleep but its
just weird haha. Oh and all of this sporadic napping is happening in
our recliner not in bed, sleeping in bed is almost a punishment these days..
not so much the sleeping part but the getting out of bed part
which inevitably happens at least every other hour. *Brutal*
How am i feeling? - Ok this one is a doozy this week
Emotions have been at an all time high
but to put it bluntly, the feeling of being dejected, insignificant & disregarded
pretty much sums it up.
with SO much excitement around Bubbas arrival many people are
forgetting to regard, respect and understand my feelings.
being bombarded with the "need" for updates on progress or asking if he is here yet
have become the norm, which has sparked some serious reactions from me
Some have taken it well and backed off, others however have shown their true colors
& made it perfectly clear that all they care about is "seeing the baby"
Which in some peoples cases has lead them to be deleted from access of that.
Physically : i just feel lots of pressure and im pretty sure my bladder is the size of a grape by how little i can drink before i need to use the bathroom haha
Movement? - You are crazy active, and i am feeling ALL of your heads pressure on my pelvis & bladder, thank you so much son.
Oh! and you are alll about sticking out your little feet for me to feel :)
Belly Button? - Out and there is NO hiding it
Wedding Ring? - Off, my fingers are mighty sausage like these days
Missing anything? - Belly sleepin, NOT feeling like i have a bowling ball on my bladder
eating pizza
Food Cravings? - Jimmy Johns, Iced tea & Fruit
Labor Signs? - I thought my water broke but apparently i just peed myself, SO exciting..
Aside from that No, Nothing, nada. No contractions no discharge, no anything lol
Oh, but at False Alar numero 3 we found out im dilated to 2cm... woo
1 week or less... you can totally
Come out Now... we just wanna snuggle you!
Love, Your super anxiously waiting Mama