This has been a long time coming and i just have to thank everyone for bearing with me on this journey of self discovery.
In my life i strive to be bonafide (authentic) to acknowledge the real things, the messy, the less than picture perfect moments. & recently i have struggled with this because as much as i thought motherhood would dish up the crazy on a silver snot covered platter it hasn't
i have been incredibly blessed with a healthy, sleep loving, thriving, intelligent little boy who aside from when he is teething is an absolute ray of sunshine. Very rarely is he hard to handle or does he cry more than a few minutes. Over and over i have felt as if "I'm not allowed" to blog about him, to even speak about how great i have it out of fear of what others may say & stupidly enough that i'd be "kicked out" of the motherhood club not literally but in a sense.
I'm not sure if i am alone in feeling this but sometimes it seems like mothers end up thriving on their vent sessions of how much their children drive them crazy, & if you have nothing to complain about you're the odd ball out almost?
Now in no way am i saying its not ok to vent and that they don't have the right to, but what if instead of saying how little sleep you got, you were able to relish in the precious time you exclusively spent time with your child.
Anyway, I've decided to get over the fear, the possible harsh words and get back to what i love doing. Which is sharing our life, enjoyments & milestones with all of you.
So, here i am vowing to stay true to myself regardless of how people react.
i am & will be
Thank you for reading, collaborating, & supporting me/mine